I might.. deactivate..

Oh god, i feel bad for you. I am crying right now, breaking up. I won't stand for you, because you said not to,
but I might as well just fall to my knees. I don't know what to say.... When you load your closest ones with lies,
when you feel like you're judging others to harshly.... dang. You can't really let it all out. It's hard. Your
skill with drawing... don't let it be a obstacle in life. Use it as a way to make your life better. Don't ask me how.
I'm just some troubled teenager with a mind of a 10 year old... But if you really need to unwind, I'm sure none of us
will have a problem about it, other than not being able to see you upload you great talent. Take a break. Just think.
How can i fix this? If it doesn't work out, it's okay. don't feel like this because of your talent. Don't let you talent bother
you. But even then, if you think you need a break, or if not, who cares. I bet your actions, have been thought over
alot of times. It's ok if you're a pussy. Take your time.

About your "popularity"... why is it bothering you? I guess it could get annoying.... But you, should enjoy it. Maybe 
even promote the lives of some other kids who just aren't that awesome? If you are "popular", you can always use
it to help others. Don't let it bother your grades. I'm doing worse than you are. Getting "C"s every 3 out of 4 tests 
I take, i'm strugling. I have no friends, And when I do get some friends I can't hold on to them that long. I know 
what it's like to be out there, just alone, sitting alone, drawing alone. And the people who hate you because you 
are popular... they're probably just jealous. If they mess with you... i don't know. I'm bullied at least 3 times 
a week. I wish I could support you, but I have no ways to support you. Not even with words. Even if I do say 
something supportive, how is that supposed to help? If you think you're having a crappy life, think of mine.
I think this is a little harsh but...

Suck it up. Imagine having a day like this every.single.day.of.your.life.  That IS my life. Some crappy, little, useless
life. No matter how hard I study, i get Cs. I get bullied everyday. My mom even says to get a life. How? I have ADHD,
And it really interferes with my life. At least you have friends. I don't. I even think it's amazing how you can 
get friends while sleeping like that, sitting like that. I actually, sleep and sit the same way you do. But, I't always leads
to disaster. I can't go to sleepovers, can't be invited to a party, etc. I need more help than you do, but i'm used to it.
Not that i'm saying that  you should get used to it, but that you should, like, not even think of it. If you think life is 
Beginning to get crappy, then think of how I live.

The simple fact that you even have a boyfriend, is nice to think of. I don't have any girls who want to be my lover,
but even then,  think i'll be fine alone. I don't really see how having someone to be with can help me. It's nice that you have
someone to be with you during your hard times. I bet that someday, you'll feel better. I hope you feel better.
I know this is kinda awkward, but that's all i can tell you. I wish I could make you feel better, even though i'm
sure that you won't really listen to me. I know for sure that you won't listen, because for me, my life, no one
even cares for. I've had suicidal thoughts alot. While i'm driving, it takes alot to just stop me from tryng to get myself
killed. I need help. You need help. But since you're not very used to being like this, i guess you need more help than
i do. I'm sure soon you can clear it up. I look up to you. I have faith in you. Ill pray for you even though i'm sure
even jesus doesn't care for my life. Good luck abby.
                                                                                                                            -Ian